leavin..

im gonna leave for another new day.
if its worth to wait, i will wait but.. if its not?
why should i?
keep on hurting myself in a world i can't even describe.
what should i do?..
somebody told me ..
" why should you care about someone who actually never care about you.
about your feelings.. about what you have done for their sake of happiness.
you cried so much just to make others laugh.
why don't you try to make your life worth a minute of joy?
let you cry coz you are happy not coz you are screaming in pain"
in a second i think about it..
she might be right, but how if its me who can't do it?
another person said..
" you are quite stubborn than what i thought you can be..
why should you keep the pain yourself..
you realise that you are hurting yourself more often than others would do.
why don't you try to change and make all things upright in the first place.
You could share it to someone you trusted..
believe me.. you will be allright."
THEN..
i stop & continue on thinking..